wahh long long no blog le.

busy!

-.-

for the past week had been working from morning till night.

even gg back store on off day.

hais.

finally..

QPC launched.

mocha launched.

PPA over.

robinson sales over.

hope the busy period is over now.

(:

work hard is no use.

must work hard n work smart.

but y am i working hard n working stupidly?

hais...

:(

my cute trainee manager janeth doing filtering!

lols.

guess how old is she?...

she really look small in size.

but she's mother of 2!!

=D

dinner at fish market @ iluma last mon with dear.

no him coz he dont wana take photo.

den we went to watch monga!

=D

i oso wana watch ice kachang puppy love...

:(

how is our bkk trip?

hais.

is like tat whole week 7days im not working lor.

if ever (touch wood!!!) the trip is cancelled/postphoned.

wat am i gg to do where am i gg to go for tat 7days?

hais!

praying damn hard!!

:(

off today.

not gg anywhere ba.

no plans lehh..

):

let me update where have i gone the past few days!

(:

Thursday, April 15, 2010'♥

reached store ard 8am.

almost whole management team went breakfast at kopitiam.

except cath, suresh n iris.

having lots of laughter!

we're laughing out loud the whole kopitiam.

as if we owned the place!

even the drinks auntie noes robert without him introducing himself.

haas!

after breakfast..

our hard time starts...

SIO class starts at 9am.

-.-

our lunch at kopitiam again.

all had chicken rice.

thanks to robert n me who treated the whole team.

lols.

=D

the class ends abt 8pm.

its like a 11hrs class!

freak~

aft the class still got quarter pounder training.

yes quarter pounder is coming back!

all vote BEEFY k!!

=p

aft everything..

louise brought us to clarke quay!

robert, AR, jemica n me joined.

cath did not join coz she's a boring life person.

-.-

louise brought us to lunar.

she's a regular there thus free admission.

=D

she open 1 bottle of chivas for us.

at the same time to celebrate jemica's bdae too.

first time all of us in our life wearing uniform to club.

LOLs!!

=D

at12am no cake.

so all of us sang bdae song for jemica.

(:

the 5 of us finished up 1 bottle of chivas!

at the end of the day..

robert the only guy is a LOSER!

=p

robert n jemica.

a new couple affair rumours started within the patch!

=p

robert the LOSER.

=p

LOLs!!

=DD

1 prince and 3 princesses.

(:

YEAH~

us with our boss louise.

(:

thanks boss for the night!

(:

Friday, April 16, 2010'♥

aft the clubbing night.

im working at 2pm.

poor AR working at 1130am.

louise working at 5pm.

loser robert working at 1030pm.

aft work.

went supper with AR.

i salute her still can stay up so late.

haas.

Saturday, April 17, 2010'♥
worked at 2pm.

tirta came!!!

i was so over excited when i saw him.

haas.

den i realised his sister is working at bodyshop there.

n i served her earlier on.

haas.

got to noe he's coming back mcd aft he ORD.

so happy to hear tat.

next yr dnd got 1 more member le!

(:

he'll be at bugis junction.

like wat he said.

ppl who are not in mcd dont noe wat is our job scope.

will ask us loads n loads of qns y we choose mcd.

we're like in the same boat.

well one day we'll prove them wrong de.

(:

Sunday, April 18, 2010'♥

working closing 5pm.

had been working 5days straight.

damn tired.

yes my this mth schedule real sux.

work 5days off 2days.

perhaps im used to working 2-3days will get a off day.

im so restless to work on my 5th day.

-.-

Monday, April 19, 2010'♥

finally i can meet my dear le!

had not been meeting him for 2.5weeks alr!!

he went for a haircut at funan.

tot of catching movie.

but all showtimes are just not right for us.

so no movie.

>.<

wat happened to me this 2days?

ytd got "sabo-ed".

n today i saw someone i hate most in my life!

while i working at PS just now!

>.<

tat person somehow nearly went missing in my life in my memories.

y today reappeared right infront of me?

still got the face to smile at me?

WTF?!!

i really freak out~

i msged my goon.

no one else noes tat person except my 2goons.

arghh!!

now to think back just now tat few minutes of time.

i felt so crazy!

i felt so uneasy all the way from PS until home.

till now..

i still feel like freaking out!

i feel like gg somewhere to shout out loud.

or to find someone for me to shout at.

argh~!!!

-.-

>.<''

thanks goon for calling me aft ur work.

(:

I

HATE

HER

!!!

deep trouble now!

shit!

keeping your mouth shut will harm u is it??!!

dont wish to see her anymore!

she no longer my friend!

-.-

i did nothing wrong.

but just being over-friendly.

hais!

arghh~

>.<

another boring day for me.

again..

stayed at home.

not gg out.

its been more den 24hrs not stepping out of my hse.

hmm..

-.-

not working today.

n the worst thing is..

i stayed at home the whole day.

hais bored.

-.-

need help regarding work stuffs.

so i decided to call him.

he did not ans.

well to me is normal lah.

so i drop him a sms see when he'll reply me.

while i was typing the sms.

he sms me first instead!

saying not him dont wana ans my call.

its coz he's in a meeting.

cant ans!

lols.

first time he sounded afraid of me.

i just find it..

funnie...

=D

was msn-ing with fizah just now.

she got no mood den nv go work.

power!

lols.

got to noe tirta joining back mcd aft he ord.

at bj.

good!

hmm..

dont noe leh..

not my store not my patch i still feel happy.

perhaps its coz we're same working at mcd ba.

think he considered quite some time before decided joining back mcd.

coz he ever asked for my advise.

think he got the right choice.

(:

i did a very healthy thing today!

i went jogging!!

haha!

=D

i felt jealous.

y i dont noe?

y am i not there?

ppl assume tat im busy?

so forget abt me?

but nv ask nv noe.

hais..

forget it lah.

-.-

wats up for me tmr?

staying at home again?

i dont noe who to ask to come out.

n y no one ask me out?

hais forget it..

loner is always a loner...

-.-

just reached home from work.

nothing much abt my work.

thinking back 2++yrs ago how long did i promised myself to get promoted.

yupp..

i promised myself to get promoted within 5yrs.

thinking wat everyone ard me told me n advised me.

thinking wat louise told me just now.

its real bad to sabo ur own boss..

tsk tsk tsk.

just dont understand those ppl's doings.

-.-

happy!

coz manchut n faliq came cp to see me!

=D

first time i met faliq aft the sentosa incident.

think he just refused to talk abt it.

maybe he noes tat i will make a BIG fuss again abt it.

anw i had oso scolded him thru phone.

yes wat goon said is very true n right.

im soft hearted.

-.-

suddenly i realised..

its been 1.5week ever since i last saw him.

its been 2.5week ever since i last went out with him.

he's been busily working.

n im busily working too.

hate tat we got different off days!

>.<

its almost 1mth.

he yet to find a full time stable job.

hais.

im trying my best to help him too.

sometimes i hope he wont be working in mcd like me.

but i cant be selfish.

he's my dearie.

he's more impt den anything else.

so i got no choice.

all i can do is..

to be less playful.

:(

dear i miss u real lot lot.

when can i see u n spend time with u?

:(

worked opening again.

working tgt with louise n jemica.

bosses travel today.

teresa victor richard n clara came.

i felt sthg not right.

think she mistaken us!

argh shit!!

-.-

stayed back awhile to talked to louise.

yupp got lotsa stuffs to catch up n learn.

left store ard 1830.

reached home now.

tmr working closing.

felt so bored on a sat night not gg out.

if tmr im working morning i wont feel bored.

the worst thing is tmr im closing!

best to go out!

hais!

y am i free no one ask me out?

n y always ppl always asked me out when im busy?

:(

worked opening today.

but got meeting for all 2nd asst for the patch at west coast park at 2pm.

wahh is not near lor!

freak~

just nice uncle ricky came to my store to check on our spoilt fries vats.

there were 3 of us.

robert, AR and me.

if we were to take train n bus to there.

we might be late.

if we were to take cab there.

its not cheap lor!

so i was jokingly telling uncle ricky to send us there.

he agreed!

yeah yippy thanks uncle ricky!

=D

we left store ard 1245.

we still got time for lunch at clementi.

hees.

so the lunch is on the 3 of us.

aft lunch he sent us to west coast park.

we're not late.

we're on time!

(:

the meeting is conducted by teresa n clara.

n im awarded 2 collar pins!

hees.

=p

i told teresa tat im interested in attending UAP.

to get another diploma or even a degree.

hope i'll get it.

(:

anw louise asked me to submit my TDI again by 15apr.

i actually submitted 1 when i got transferred to cp.

louise said maybe teresa misplaced it.

-.-

our meeting ends ard 1730.

the 3 of us went to IMM for dinner at ajisen.

thanks robert!!

haha!

his treat again!

=p

hmm.

suddenly i love centrepoint like how i loved marina.

gg out with my mgrs.

having dinner tgt.

laugh n joke ard like nobody's business.

just like my days at marina.

sometimes i think..

i shld not always think n miss the past.

we all are alr out of the past.

most of us are at different stores n teams now.

as i can see they are getting so well with those different ones.

they look more happier than me.

y cant i?

so y am i the one who is always sad n miss the past so so much?

y not just leave the past aside n rmb them as nice n pretty memories?

love my store n team n be happy!

(:

ytd is 2nd day of mcd's d&d at zirca.

met fadz at boon keng.

den met AR, audrey n cath at clarke quay.

den we walked over to zirca.

went in.

haffis still not there.

finally he reached.

fadz n me purposely looked n stared at him.

he ignored us!!

freak!

he den uses sign hand mouth language told fadz tat he's afraid of me making noise at him.

den fadz called him n pulled him over.

he pretended not to see me!!

WTH~!!!

i dont care i grabbed him n shouted at him!!!

-.-

hais forget it lah.

its oso unhealthy for me to hate someone for so long.

u said u're sad.

den do u noe tat im hurt deeply?

wat he said is true?

u brighten up my day?

lastly..

do u mean wat u said?

be it u mean it or not.

i'll rmb wat u said.

anw i enjoyed myself!!

=D

these 2 are my fav guys.

fadz n haffis.

they made my days at marina memorable.

(:

d&d is so wonderful.

i nv ever think of taking photos with mcd managing director.

who will hell in any other company have the chance to dance tgt with ur managing director.

but i did.

ppl in mcd did.

mr alex yeo.

u rock!!

(:

another wonderful thing abt d&d is meeting up long lost friends in mcd.

janice, trovine, ivan, ppl i met when i went for events, my classmates, etc...

i really dont noe ivan is still surviving in mcd.

tot he's gone long ago.

haas.

he's now at bukit gombak.

maybe its TAT far for me tats y i dont noe.

meeting up all my last time mgrs.

like mark sim, josias, etc...

oso meeting up my god-father in mcd!!

steven tan is my god-father.

guess guess guess which is my god-father!!

lols.

=D

alot alot more wonderful things.

(:

d&d at zirca is good for those young ppl who does go clubs.

its real boring for those who dont.

coz a 5hrs event.

2++ hrs we spent at dance floor dancing.

i dont care.

coz i enjoyed myself.

(:

sad to hear tat james is hospitalised last week n is on mc 1week.

james we miss u too!!

u're the ROCK-est RM!!

take care my ex-boss.

event ended ard 11.

he just walk off like tat infront of us.

did not say bye or anything.

-.-

fadz n me took train n went home.

not working today.

lazed at home the whole day.

=p

tmr is our so-called "long waited" d&d.

actually im real looking forward.

but now.

kind of not excited at all.

just now in store just wana "act" excited only.

d&d this yr is just simply fadz n me.

thinking back last yr.

bee pooja haffis fadz n me.

we 5 went tgt.

this yr left 2 of us.

i felt sad.

heart pain.

i really dont noe wat will happen tmr.

or wat he ever told me really come true?

"we will only meet up during company events, no other times"

this msg really hurts me deeply as a friend.

or this is wat u really wanted?

we are only colleagues.

we are not friends?

hais.

can i dont feel this way tmr?

hope not.

i will try my best to be excited.

ppl ard me will make me enjoy.

will meet up some ppl tat nv seen so long.

many many more!

suet cheer up k!

(:

came back from KL.

i rebonded my hair.

haha!

for just RM150 for my long hair.

hees.

(:

its almost a yr tat my da jiu left us.

suddenly i miss him.

i miss his cooking once again.

):

i really realised the importance of "appreciate"& "forgiveness".

n oso we gain nth being stubborn.

will we be a happy family?

dear n me at marina barrage weeks ago.

(:

another 3.5hrs i'll start to leave sg.

time for me to have a very short rest.

perhaps i'll come back with a new me ba.

will be back on sunday night.

(:

loves n miss all!

im tired.

im stressed.

im depressed.

anyone help me?

hate the feeling of being hungry!

i really realised my temper is real bad when im hungry.

sounds funny?

>.<

all my weekends are being burned!

except this coming weekends only.

kind of sad lahh..

:(

at least boss is alittle kind to me.

let me go off the day aft DnD.

just felt alittle glad.

(:

not working for PPA day.

normal ppl shld feel happy.

but im kind of sad.

y?

sometimes i feel im still like a small little sensitive girl.

grow up suet!

u're 22 alr!

not 12!

dont be over-sensitive over everything.

i really find she is much more mature den me.

ya she's older den me.

but...

argh~!!!

wana get my apr planner done by tonight.

wana get my cafe stuffs done by tonight.

i'll be gone tmr night.

i dont wana be late to submit my planner.

i dont want my beanies to say me only noe to talk during meeting want to implement this n tat but no actions done.

hais..

jia you suet!!

so tired.

again next mth will be a busy mth.

hiring n hiring n more hiring.

hais.

so sorry to nia tat i cant get off on 24th.

coz im gg for hiring.

plan another date k!

=x

next mth SIO.

the zone trainer was on MC for this mth's SIO.

next mth PPA.

so im gg to do cafe meeting tmr.

preparing all those details is really freaking me out.

still rmb the first time i conduct meeting at marina.

so funny.

im really busy these few days just to wana finish up those work b4 im on leave

i wana on leave peacefully.

n when come back from leave wont get scoldings.

haas.

im leaving sg on 1apr night to KL.

nv went back for cny.

thanks boss for letting me go back this time round.

well anw i deserved it ba!

=D

coming back on 4th night.

5th start work.

7th dnd.

followed by SIO den PPA den hiring.

busy!

-.-

wish me luck next mth.

hope i'll have free time to go out!

time for loads of photos!

enjoy!

(:

hehe-haha-hoho cny dinner '10

iris n me cam-whore on our way home while waiting for train.

nia n me at sentosa.

yun's bdae present!

CK bra set~

yun's bdae celebration at azabu sabo marina square.

sisters cam-whore!

this is funny!

=D

dessert time!

cake time!

shan special present from SK for yun.

our deep deep sisters love!

(:

angela, nina n me at k suites orchard parade hotel ytd.

the interior n atmosphere was damn great.

the best karaoke i ever been.

but the exterior i prefer k suites iluma.

we'll definitely go back again.

luckily we got friends at both k suites.

so no room charge for us.

if not.

the room charge is damn ex de lor!

=D

went to jobsdb.com career fair.

im not job seeker.

but the exhibitor.

from 10am to 7pm im there.

all i can say is..

serve those singaporeans right for being jobless!

so picky n choosy!

so what to show off telling u're fresh grad.

u're degree holder.

if u're really tat great.

u need not to go for these kind of career fairs to look for jobs.

u can just jolly well sit at home to send loads n loads of resumes.

companies will look for u instead!

see!

foreigners are coming here to look for jobs.

now everywhere be it small or big companies employed lots of foreigners.

dont u feel ashame of?

i do!

well all i can say is..

wish those ppl best of luck n all the best being jobless.

happy picky-ing n choosy-ing!

=D

met jies at marina for yun's bdae!

full attendance!

exclude shin!

i really HATE ppl who MIA!!!

whatever reasons u gave will be excuses to me.

save ur effort n no point letting me noe wat u wana say.

u can continue MIA-ing!

>.<

stop talking abt her..

i had a wonderful great n lovely night.

details n photos hopefully will be by tmr night.

coz im kind of tired now le!

=x

tmr working at 830am.

at least mon im not working so can stay up late to do it.

provided i'll not be tired tmr.

lols!

y u all keep on saying older guys are better?

i dont noe n i dont wish to noe either!

i keep on telling myself wat i heard might not applies to all ppl.

recently i always feel like asking him "wat if one day i were to leave u?"

i dont noe.

sometimes i just felt tired.

i so wish to be pampered n be treated sweetly n can throw tantrums like small girls.

but i dont feel pampered by him.

i dont find sweetness by him.

n he hates me acting like a small girl.

i kept on telling myself he'll sure pamper me treat me sweetly n stand my small girl tantrums one day.

i think im too patient le.

waited till tired le.

:(

ytd's management meeting was great!

forget abt those boring meeting details.

aft meeting we went dinner at prima taste.

the food there was great plus wonderful!

really!

i ate real lots.

3 small portions of chicken rice, laksa n satay beehoon.

softshell crab.

popiah.

W0w~!!

a must try place!

the bill was $150++ for 8pax.

we got 10% discount though.

thanks boss!!

<3

aft dinner went over to OC to meet nina.

den we den to bedok to meet junaina.

shit her!

she want us 2 working person to go over to meet a non-working person.

not paiseh!

-.-

we chat chat chat.

till jun's bf finish work.

we went for supper.

the 4 of us talk n talk n talk.

n i realised.

the circle of mcd is damn small.

see..

my ex-mgr's bf noes my ex-1st asst.

complicated?

my ex-mgr = junaina

junaina's bf = vana

vana = bedok north 1st asst

my ex-1st asst = haffis

conclusion is..

vana noes haffis!!!

i was so damn freaking shocked!

vana was talking abt UAP class.

so i asked him he in the 1st or 2nd batch.

he told me 2nd.

i was like "haffis!"

he told me the 2 of them just sit side by side in class.

lols.

its a small world.

vana told me he's a nice guy.

i emphasized.

"he's just nice to work with"

didnt talked more abt haffis to vana.

just tat dont wana throw his face lah.

we shall see d&d wat will happen.

cheerS!!

=DD

n actually my ex-RM audrey is their classmate too..

see small world.

or small mcd?

well we talked alot ytd night.

from 12am till 3am?

we keep on recalling our those best days.

places we went its countless.

its damn fun.

miss..

really miss...

one thing i did not cherish are my ex-RMs.

audrey n josias.

if whoever were to ask them now abt me last time.

im sure they will say im a naughty girl ba.

im really bad those days.

talked back to them.

raised voice at them.

kind of nv respect them ba.

tsk tsk tsk.

those were the days...

i hate the feeling of painfulness.

i hate being misunderstood.

i hate impatient ppl.

i hate ppl not listening to me.

i hate being not important.

i hate being angry.

i hate myself crying.

i hate myself hating so much things!!!

>.<

I WANA BE A HAPPY PERSON!!!

robert just came back from thailand.

i asked him now thailand so messy he still dare to go ar..

he told me ok lah.

the most stupidest thing he told me is he heard some "bom bom" sound.

he tot is "fireworks"!!

he still can raise his head look into the sky searching "where's the fireworks?"

-.-

aft tat den he realised tat is the ppl there putting bombs.

stupid right isnt it?

lols.

hope everything will be fine 2mths later.

wont affect our very first sisters trip to overseas.

(:

the most freaking things happened today is..

faliq called store to look for fakri.

i said "he's not working"

while i already recognised tat faliq's voice.

den he asked "suetlin ar?"

i replied in a very serious tone "no..mgr here.."

he was like "ohh ok..."

he was like wanting to say bye n hang up alr..

den i shouted "ooi its me lahh!!"

and den i scolded him like nobody's business!!!

aft scolded him.

i still told him i havent forgive him yet!

>.<

well..

like wat nina said..

im soft hearted.

if im really tat hard hearted.

i would just let him hang up the phone

management meeting later 3pm.

dont noe wat time am i suppose to reach store.

later wake up den i ask cath n louise ba.

mon went kallang with nina aft work.

missing those aunties.

glad they still rmb me.

its 2.5yrs ever since i left.

(:

we do miss those times.

hais.

reached home abt 1am.

dont noe y suddenly headache.

so went to slp.

tue not working.

6am woke up coz stomach cramp.

pain till i wake up!
felt so shit!

luckily im not working.

ended up i woke up at 5pm.

haas.

working later at 5pm.

wana get some more slp.

hees!

=p